{"id":1347,"date":"2019-03-27T00:33:22","date_gmt":"2019-03-27T04:33:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/redtinnoodles.com\/?p=1347"},"modified":"2019-03-27T00:38:16","modified_gmt":"2019-03-27T04:38:16","slug":"barsy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/redtinnoodles.com\/?p=1347","title":{"rendered":"Barsy"},"content":{"rendered":"
My mother died a year ago today.<\/p>\n
I feel I need do more than light a candle.<\/div>\n
I should sit on a rock and meditate,<\/div>\n
but somehow feel that’s more than I can handle.<\/div>\n
It’s been suggested I should plant a tree<\/div>\n
but my yard is already over crowded.<\/div>\n
I could walk through the streets calling her name,<\/div>\n
all dressed in black or maybe even shrouded.<\/div>\n
Some say that I should play her favorite song,<\/div>\n
the one which almost mentioned her by name.<\/div>\n
I think I could not handle that for long,<\/div>\n
no matter who the voice is singing “Mame.”<\/div>\n
The proper thing, of course, would be to go<\/div>\n
into a church and sit down in a pew,<\/div>\n
reciting prayers to her departed soul,<\/div>\n
but that’s something an atheist can’t do.<\/div>\n
And so my tribute will be quite low key.<\/div>\n
No chants or songs directed up above.<\/div>\n
I’ll just remember what she meant to me.<\/div>\n
And try to wrap my heart around her love.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

My mother died a year ago today. I feel I need do more than light a candle. I should sit on a rock and meditate, but somehow feel that’s more than I can handle. It’s been suggested I should plant a tree but my yard is already over crowded. I could walk through the streets […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1347","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2462,"url":"https:\/\/redtinnoodles.com\/?p=2462","url_meta":{"origin":1347,"position":0},"title":"Eternal Combustion","author":"Rick Young","date":"April 22, 2021","format":false,"excerpt":"Evolving through decades of panic in chariots metal, gas powered and manic. 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