{"id":2495,"date":"2021-06-15T14:40:16","date_gmt":"2021-06-15T18:40:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/redtinnoodles.com\/?p=2495"},"modified":"2021-06-15T14:40:16","modified_gmt":"2021-06-15T18:40:16","slug":"lost-in-the-shuffle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/redtinnoodles.com\/?p=2495","title":{"rendered":"Lost in the Shuffle"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Death will find me friendless and alone,<\/p>\n<div>chewing on my conscience like a bone.<\/div>\n<div>Those I tossed aside will wave to me,<\/div>\n<div>all together, from a boat at sea.<\/div>\n<div>While the dead ignore me, underground,<\/div>\n<div>light will leak away without a sound.<\/div>\n<div>Those who once walked with me on life&#8217;s path<\/div>\n<div>will find nothing now except vague wrath.<\/div>\n<div>Histories we shared in times uncertain<\/div>\n<div>now appear a useless, tattered curtain.<\/div>\n<div>Every pathway walked has disappeared,<\/div>\n<div>shadows turned to darkness as I neared.<\/div>\n<div>Soon I will be buried in the dirt,<\/div>\n<div>probably amongst those I have hurt.<\/div>\n<div>If only one could go back at the end<\/div>\n<div>to smooth the surface or straighten the bend,<\/div>\n<div>perhaps a life, in retrospect, could heal.<\/div>\n<div>But that&#8217;s not in the cards. 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